It hurts me think that someone other than me could call you theirs…

I should be really happy and part of me deep down somewhere is. I just got my first scholarship, and it’s a good bit of scholarship money. The reality of my boyfriend and I going to different schools became very real when I opened that letter that said, “congratulations! Blah blah blah.” I can’t do this. I wish I had a money tree because the school I’ve wanted to go to since eighth grade is the school he’s most likely going to. I feel like this is a death sentence to our relationship, but no one ever said life was easy… I guess I’ll do what I have to do. I mean what’s that saying? If you’re meant to be together it will happen… I just wish this didn’t hurt so bad..